Some how after the past year, I do believe that in the new year another stupid may take place again, I mean i’m not planning anything but i need to keep busy, I’m feeling myself going back down to how i was this time lst year, and i have a lot of painful memerys of things which happened this time last year : /
E.g i took a reather large overdose and was in hosp for a few days, And then a few days after i did the same again.
But this time after the year ive had: 8 Sections under Section 136
5 Attempts at my own life
Anorexia
Being disowned by my parents
being in a shed load of debt
And being put on many different med’s Which have done more harm than good
So if anything happens maybe it’s for the better this time, I mean friends than don’t have to put up with me and family don’t have to, So maybe it’s a win win?
December 31, 2009 at 4:56 am
You say maybe it will be better for friends and family…Do they think that? Ask your friends, the people you trust and they will prove you wrong. If it comes down to others opinions being the thing that drives u over the edge, validate those opinions from the majority. I’m telling you now they would not think they’d be better without you. Don’t assume the opinions of others, despite how YOU feel, THEY may just suprise you. You need not reply to this (you have my number if you need to txt/ring) just try to take heed my friend, and know you are loved by many more than you believe. Jordan. X